I don't understand people who are afraid of opportunities. When they get a chance to experience something new, they just ignore it, avoid it and let it to slip away deliberately, choosing monotonous and stable life instead.

I personally want to try everything that life can offer, from the very worst to the very best. That is the only way to get an insight into true life, gain wisdom and knowledge, instead of living in your own limited world. Besides, I think many people need to expand their perception, in order to live life to the full.

There are two things that I do value a lot, freedom and kindness. Those will always be the most important for me. 

Lana Del Rey Monologue "Ride"

I was in the winter of my life - and the men I met along the road were my

only summer. At night I fell sleep with visions of myself dancing and

laughing and crying with them. Three years down the line of being on an

endless world tour and my memories of them were the only things that

sustained me, and my only real happy times. I was a singer, not very

popular one, I once has dreams of becoming a beautiful poet - but upon an

unfortunate series of events saw those dreams dashed and divided like a

million stars in the night sky that I wished on over and over again-

sparkling and broken. But I didn't really mind it because I knew that it

takes getting everything you ever wanted and then losing it to know what

true freedom is.

When the people I used to know found out what I had been doing, how I had

been living- they asked me why. But there’s no use in talking to people who

have a home, they have no idea what its like to seek safety in other

people, for home to be wherever you lie your head.

I was always an unusual girl, my mother told me that I had a chameleon

soul. No moral compass pointing me due north, no fixed personality. Just an

inner indecisiveness that was as wide and unwavering as the ocean. And if I

said that I didn't plan for it to turn out this way I’d be lying - because I

was born to be the other woman. I belonged to no one - who belonged to

everyone, who had nothing - who wanted everything with a fire for every

experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point that

I couldn't even talk about - and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness

that both dazzled and dizzied me.

Every night I used to pray that I’d find my people - and finally I did - on

the open road. We have nothing to lose, nothing to gain, nothing we desired

anymore - except to make our lives into a work of art.

Live fast. Die young. Be wild. Have fun.

I believe in the country America used to be. I believe in the person I want

to become, I believe in the freedom of the open road. And my motto is the

same as ever:

“I believe in the kindness of strangers. And when I’m at war with myself, I

Ride. I Just Ride.”

Who are you? Are you in touch with all your darkest fantasies?

Have you created a life for yourself where you’re free to experience them?

I Have.

I Am Fucking Crazy. But I Am Free.

"It's not just that she makes him a better person, she does, but he changes her too. He challenges her, surprises her, he makes her question her life, beliefs. He is either the best thing for her or the worst".

Today I've spent some time thinking how easily and deeply I get interested in other people. I can't resist the temptation to really know them, to find out who they are inside, their personality.
These quotes explain pretty good what I think and feel:

"Sometimes there are people who are complete strangers to us, in which, however, we begin to take an interest right from the very first glance, suddenly, before we have uttered a word".

“I love people. Everybody. I love them, I think, as a stamp collector loves his collection. Every story, every incident, every bit of conversation is raw material for me. My love's not impersonal yet not wholly subjective either. I would like to be everyone, a cripple, a dying man, a whore, and then come back to write about my thoughts, my emotions, as that person. But I am not omniscient. I have to live my life, and it is the only one I'll ever have. And you cannot regard your own life with objective curiosity all the time...”

“I want to taste and glory in each day, and never be afraid to experience pain; and never shut myself up in a numb core of nonfeeling, or stop questioning and criticizing life and take the easy way out. To learn and think: to think and live; to live and learn: this always, with new insight, new understanding, new love."

“I like people too much or not at all. I've got to go down deep, to fall into people, to really know them.”

I think we should appreciate when other people are interested in us. We shouldn't push them away because nowadays there are not many people care about others and we often feel alone. So if someone good came to our life we should let him in.

Захотелось мне снова написать впервые за долгое время. И не сочинение или рассказ, каких в последнее время было много, в связи с моей учебой в колледже, а просто мысли, как прежде.
Сегодня, оставшись наконец наедине с собой, закончив учебу и приведя в порядок все самые важные дела, я выделила себе время на то, чтобы просто подумать над одной своей чертой. Я слишком сильно и легко заинтересовываюсь в людях, и не могу устоять перед соблазном узнать их ближе и глубже. Мне не все равно. У меня есть несколько близких и дорогих мне людей, и им конечно не нравится, что я хочу посвящать все свое время и внимание не только им, как будто бы мне их мало. Мне также хочется проводить время с другими. Но суть в том, что даже найдя свое, тех, с кем мне хорошо и я счастлива, это не отменяет другого. Мне 17 лет и я учусь в колледже в Англии, вокруг меня очень много людей - взрослых, ровесников, молодых людей и девушек. И мне не хочется узнать всех и каждого, однако, я влюбляюсь в людей очень легко, влюбляюсь в их личность, которую мне хочется узнать и раскрыть, мне не достаточно поверхностного знакомства - для меня это ничто, мне хочется узнавать, помогать, хочется, чтобы человек мне доверял, хочется поделиться с ним своей жизнью; ведь с каждым новым знакомством ты узнаешь и о себе много нового. Люди помогают мне раскрываться. Каждый из них что-то привнес в мою жизнь, и мне не хотелось бы в столь раннем возрасте замыкаться и зацикливаться на определенном круге знакомств.
Тем, с кем я знакомлюсь и стремлюсь проводить время порой сложно понять мои мотивы, и понять чего же я на самом деле от них хочу. Не все люди способны поверить, что мне правда интересно просто вести беседы, задавать вопросы, и мне не безразличны ответы. Я не просто удовлетворяю свое любопытство, но потом порой даже могу видеть сны о чем-либо, рассказанном тем или иным человеком, или же в голове всплывают отрывки из разговоров. И так, я считаю, я пополняю свой кругозор и просто хорошо и разнообразно провожу время.

I have to be alone very often. I'd be quite happy if I spent from Saturday night until Monday morning alone in my apartment. That's how I refuel.

-Audrey Hepburn